An angry birthday party (random pic off the net)

I chose this picture off the internet because this is exactly how I feel about my upcoming birthday and who can show a better expression then that of a child? My birthday is exactly two months from yesterday and I hit 30! Yeah I know to some of you that means nothing, but its a big deal to me. This is the age that I considered old when I was a child. Its that bridge between 30 and 40 where a person has so many responsibilities I just don’t want to take on yet.

I can barely survive on a day to day basis, yet I am supposed to be planning for my retirement. Its also going to be between 30 and 40 that my oldest son will end up graduating highschool. Its just weird realizing how fast time really does go. Its seem like yesterday I was worried about asking my folks for money to hang out at the mall and today its my turn to deal with those same issues. *sighs*

I don’t want to grow up!!!